Sick

Well, here it is, almost three in the morning and I am up. This is starting to become a regular occurrence. I so miss the days where I could sleep no matter what! I am so sick again tonight. We think it may be the prescription prenatal vitamins I have started taking. I was hoping they would do well not only because of the price we had to pay for them but because of the increased iron. I have been so tired lately. I have absolutely zero energy to do anything. Then I found out my iron count was low which would explain it to an extent.

This pregnancy has been so different from Rebecca. I understand now when people say they are tired of being pregnant. As much as this time has flown by I am not enjoying it as much. I grew big so fast and have just a general feeling of blah! I am so ready to meet this baby.

Maybe the fact that it is a boy this time is making me want to go early. I guess I am somewhat curious as to how things will go with a boy. I am so nervous about it but at the same time somewhat excited for something different. I still have some days where I wish Rebecca would be an only child. I would love to be able to dote on just her. Jim seems so smitten by her as well. I just have trouble at times seeing us with another child. Yet, I know this is what I wanted for so long. I so did not want Rebecca to be an only child so I just do not know.